Its this point again where i just feel i want school to start. Not because i'm bored but i'm anxious to get to work. I know it probably wont feel the same when school really starts it'll be like sian-ish and all.

Grad CAP with the 50:50 thing is gonna be much harder to make up for.. Honestly, damn it sucks because there i have a freaking ultimate goal which is making me all the more want to get started quick. Its like the feeling you get before running a race, and they keep you hanging there for a long time. I want my lessons.. cos trying to study right now is like really in the dark.

And i finally attended a westwinds prac and hopefully i'll be able to join in officially.. I might just be kicking meself in the ass again by doing so haha. But then again this i've been hoping to do ever since the start of the year when i took music.


if this dream is a calling, please lord help me to overcome all problems and hardships to reach there..
posted by halfpastfour- at 11:50 AM [edit]